February 2012
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Tell me...
Am I the only grown woman that still ticks through the ABC’s in her head while twisting off an apple stem?
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Cradle me in love’s embrace Hold me close With tender grace My heart, it is broken Tend to me with satin hands Whisper all will be okay I’ve been let loose in loveless lands My heart song has gone Help me breathe when my breath fails Let me rest upon your chest The wind has escaped my sails My heart, it is broken
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If you can correctly pronounce every word in this...
crimsun:
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This is awesome. I quite enjoyed reading it.
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Rhythm
shesanargonaut:
It’s strange how you fall in love with someone, in pieces and shards, the details you have to memorize falling gradually into the weight of your palms. When you fall in love with someone, you fall slowly, the breeze of their lips gently kissing yours until you feel whole, complete, alive. It’s wonderful.
Until you fall out of it.
Each memory is kept in a cardboard box held...
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When Darkness Falls
Do your fears take flight in the still of the night under the moon hanging low? Do the branches that scratch at your dark window feel like they are in your head… scratching and twisting around memories and thoughts that crowd your mind… always failing...
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Fragility
Paper hearts, tied… to fragile things, on fragile strings, are carried away, so easily, on a gentle breeze.
Next time… I’ll tie my heart and my dreams to something …more concrete.
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snowydreams said:
This is beautiful.
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outofherhead said:
Beautiful put.
Thank you both very much!
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One last brother update...
Thank you to everyone that has sent so much positivity in mine and my brother’s direction, it is really appreciated.
I thought I’d post an update. The short story is that we have found him. We went through hell for the last 36 hours, but he’s safe and sound at the moment. It turns out that he managed to reach our father, who somehow provided him with a plane ticket to FL. This...
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Inhabit
Sometimes, (most times) I wish that I could open you, gently, (without notice) and climb… into your soul, Inhabiting you… …Forever… Being there, with you, wherever you may go, Until time Ceases to exist…
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Reminders Everywhere
I cannot hide from your memory. You haunt me in daylight and dreams.
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Update on brother...
A quick update on this post.
My brother-in-law is on his way (1 1/2 hour drive) to the city that my brother is in to try to find him. He’s going to tell him that he has 2 choices: stay on the street or go back to the program. He’s softer than that though…and can usually convince my brother of things. Also, he’s going to tell him that though it’s a 13 month...
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I have to ask a favor...
My brother checked himself out of the rehab facility yesterday afternoon. He has until 5:00 pm (EST) today to check himself back in. We are refusing to go get him because that’s what they advise and because we want him to go back to the facility. Nobody has heard from him since last night around 7 or 8 when he called his mom, very angry, that she wouldn’t give him his debit...
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Forever Touched
Through the course of our journey, I feel I’ve traveled a million miles. Each and every step, worthwhile. I have tasted sweetness on the surface of your skin, and I have tasted the freedom of a forever kind of love in your kiss. I have felt passion, unmatched by anything that I have ever seen And a love,...
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I hate that this life wasn’t made for us because I can’t imagine being with anyone else. You carry my heart and your arms are my home.
jimibodansko asked: please don't "Swallow the Sun" for too long if possible as this may cause quite the digestionable problems down the road .... try bathing in the magic of the moonlight as a potential remedy .... just a thought sent with best intentions and wishes .... take care, Jimi Bodansko
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Beginning Of The End
As I face
The beginning
Of our end
I tremble with fear
I’m not certain
What I ever did
Before you
And what I’ll do
Once you are
No longer here
To say that I
Am broken
Wouldn’t scratch
The surface
My wings feel
Clipped
My heart
Shattered
And my dreams
Widely scattered
Now begins
The beginning
Of our last night
As one
Time with you
Has been a vision
I...
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A realization, of sorts...
I’m going to admit my ignorance here…
The message that I received yesterday from an anon (seen here) and then the response that I received on it has lead me to do some searching. Which in turn, led to a self realization. I know very little about poetry as an art. To be honest, I write when my emotions become so “caged up” feeling that I think if I don’t get them out...
mistahmason asked: You write amazing poetry. :)
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I am at a loss for words today. My little brother was taken to rehab last night. I’ve always known he’s smoked pot…not a big deal, in my book. He’s had a history of taking prescription meds here and there as well. I thought he was fine these days. I thought when he moved up to Michigan again, a year ago, that we had gotten him away from the side of the family that is knee...
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nightlightshines reblogged this from you and added:
Thought this was Amazing.
Thank you SO much! It means a lot to know that people identify with what I write. <3
Anonymous asked: you should REALLY write an ego poem ! YOur good
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Home
They say, that home is where the heart is. My home was nested in your arms. I didn’t know I could feel homeless with a roof over my head while buried in a warm bed. Now that I’m homeless perhaps the rains will wash away the pain.
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Swallow The Sun
I want to swallow the sun. Set myself aflame from the inside out just to feel it’s warmth Singe me with it’s fiery depths and burn me to my core Numb my body to all that hurts and set fire to my soul Scorch the seams that feel so badly torn so soon I may feel whole
Good morning, Tumblr.
How is everyone today?
I am broken hearted. I’m not sure if this means you’ll see more of me or less. I’m guessing more since I tend to feel caged up unless I write out my emotions.
I hope everyone is having a fantastic day. xoxo
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Broken
I cannot form the words
To accurately portray
The gaping hole
I can feel growing in my chest
The pain that has spread
Body and soul
Where once I felt whole
I now feel emptiness
The wind has gone
From these wings
I now sit upon my knees
And beg for mercy to find me
My heart song has left
And my heart
It is broken
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Captivate Me
Captivate my heart with words of whimsy and love. Take my breath away.
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Lights
Like lights, I see you reflected in everything. I cannot escape
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Anonymous asked: Enchanted by your words, I just know you must be simply amazing.
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Ebb and Flow
Like a woman true to stereotypes spoken of my gender I can feel myself my thoughts (on the situation) my affections and my distaste ebbing… and …flowing with the tides waning… and …waxing with the moon Loving...
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graciouswords said:
I absolutely love this. So much better than the original.
You, my friend, are insane…but thank you. :)
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Anonymous asked: Your words captivate my attention and draw me in deeper.
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Under Cover (revised)
Slipping away in the dark of the night under cover of the moon. My heart begs for you to stay, But you can’t. (You won’t.) Your eyes tell me you want to, (But you never will.) Time……..ours is fleeting Given (and taken) in short bursts always with an expiration but no expectations. (except...
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I want to taste your lips like its the first time and could be the last I want you to rush to me as if time may expire at any moment and you couldn’t bear to not see my face again I want you to whisper to me sweet secrets you harbor for fear that they may go untold Look at me like its the first time every time and like you...
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sleepy eyes trump a
lonely heart - now is time to
rest my weary head
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Forevermore
Stale chocolates
And dried roses
Will mean nothing later
But the words whispered
And the way you make her feel
Will resonate within her forevermore.
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Happenstance
lovelifenotes:
Suspended in mid air.
Caught in a loophole: of gravity of science of nature and of all things you once believed to be true. Ideas and notions …wishes and desires have become fixtures born of necessity… to grasp and cling to through each day.
Reality… now just a second rate happenstance to the beautiful reverie within your head. Fueled...
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I’m really quite astonished by the amount of fantastic words on my dash tonight.
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Happenstance
Suspended in mid air.
Caught in a loophole: of gravity of science of nature and of all things you once believed to be true. Ideas and notions …wishes and desires have become fixtures born of necessity… to grasp and cling to through each day.
Reality… now just a second rate happenstance to the beautiful reverie within your head....
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Postcards From The Void: Submissive →
ordinarywonder:
Being submissive is not for the weak. In fact, if you are weak-willed, weak-stomached, or weak-spirited… it will destroy you: body; mind; heart. It’s a natural inclination, a sexual perversion, an art, and a skill. Yet, above all else, it is a state of being. Some Dominants enjoy an empty vessel……
I freaking love this. A girl after my own heart.
New followers
I just noticed all of the new(er) followers…..Hello there! My weekends are super busy so I sometimes lack time to hop onto Tumblr so I apologize to those of you that haven’t gotten a personal thank you note for following me.
Feel free to shoot me a message anytime! I love chatting with all of you lovely people. <3
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ghostsandonionskins:
All the saddest soldiers who’ve come marching back from war are absorbed into the fold of fools both elegant and sore that their battles scratch their pocketbooks- who are convinced the nightmares end when the bullets are not flying at the hill you must defend
Like there’s monster in the metal like there’s shrapnel savagery like the borderlines, grenades and mines ...
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under cover
slipping away
in the dark of the night
under cover of the moon
my heart begs for you to stay
you can’t
your eyes tell me you want to
but you never will
time - ours is fleeting
given in short bursts
always with an expiration
but no expectations
it pains me to know
that, one day, the sand
in our ill-fated hourglass will run out
and time will cease to exist for you and I
the...
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Ever?
You kiss me sweetly - promise you love me, but will you ever be mine?
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violet-words replied to your post: I have a lack of inspiration these days…which…
Well you may be lacking in inspiration, but you inspire me. You can write despite lack of inspiration, just sit and write and write and throw away and write until something polish-able comes out. :)
Thank you :) You are too kind. I think you’re right. I should use time like this to just sort of...
I have a lack of inspiration these days…which explains the lack of posting and the massive amounts of reblogging. Talk to me, if you wish. Conversation is always welcome.